*Nods* Yeah, certainly. What is it El?
*deep breath* Is it wrong to love more than one person at once?
*Tilts his head* Well, I loved Maion, while I loved Dean. So…I don’t think so, but you have be able to keep a hold of yourself or you may not be all that okay in the end.
I suppose. *sighs* Sam expects monogamy, which is why I’m marrying him. But…it’s becoming difficult. My…magic has been fighting me lately, bringing out the less desirable portions of my nature. *pauses* The ones I was warned about by a certain goddess.
Sounds like what I felt for Maion when I thought it was for Dean, but only I wasn’t in a relationship at the time….so I’m not really that good at this. But I think you should take a moment to think about which you love more, I did, and look where I am now. With Maion, about to have a kid.
*Nods* Yeah, certainly. What is it El?
*deep breath* Is it wrong to love more than one person at once?
*Tilts his head* Well, I loved Maion, while I loved Dean. So…I don’t think so, but you have be able to keep a hold of yourself or you may not be all that okay in the end.
I never really had a childhood….So giving my kids a childhood is great to me. They get to have fun, be kids. I never got any of that. So I get to give my kids a childhood.
*smiles* It’s the beauty of parenthood. We get to give gifts to our children, let them live the lives we wanted for ourselves.
I never actually thought about having a childhood….so I don’t know about that.
Hmm. Castiel, may I speak to you about a rather sensitive issue?
*Nods* Yeah, certainly. What is it El?
I never really had a childhood….So giving my kids a childhood is great to me. They get to have fun, be kids. I never got any of that. So I get to give my kids a childhood.
*smiles* It’s the beauty of parenthood. We get to give gifts to our children, let them live the lives we wanted for ourselves.
I never actually thought about having a childhood….so I don’t know about that.
Neither can I….I just hope it’s soon, because if it’s much longer, than I am going to start to worry a lot….
I can start checking in with my sources, see if anyone’s heard of him. I may not be as heavily into the game as I used to be, but people still pay notice when I take an interest in something. Or someone.
Maion is fine, I just…I’m worried, it’s a father thing, actually a parent thing.
I was worried, as well, during the days leading up to Morgan’s birth. I was worried how well I’d do. But he seems to be turning out well enough. At least I can give him the childhood I had always wanted.
I never really had a childhood….So giving my kids a childhood is great to me. They get to have fun, be kids. I never got any of that. So I get to give my kids a childhood.
Neither can I….I just hope it’s soon, because if it’s much longer, than I am going to start to worry a lot….
I can start checking in with my sources, see if anyone’s heard of him. I may not be as heavily into the game as I used to be, but people still pay notice when I take an interest in something. Or someone.
Maion is fine, I just…I’m worried, it’s a father thing, actually a parent thing.
Well, nothing really, just waiting for Noah to be born, otherwise, it’s all been rather boring. And congrats on the teen. I don’t know what I am going to do when James is actually a teen, not just turned into one for a while.
Jamie is a darling. I’ve been trying to keep an eye on him to the best of my ability. I can’t wait to meet Noah.
Neither can I….I just hope it’s soon, because if it’s much longer, than I am going to start to worry a lot….
I know the feeling, tried to find Dad, but no luck, and then there was the time that I was dad…that wasn’t fun, how he does it, beyond me.
Well, if it is him, it will finally settle the issue, which I will be very happy about. But enough about me. Anything new on your end? Oh, Morgan is fifteen now, by the way.
Well, nothing really, just waiting for Noah to be born, otherwise, it’s all been rather boring. And congrats on the teen. I don’t know what I am going to do when James is actually a teen, not just turned into one for a while.
Well that is good then. So…what is his name by the way?
*smiles* Loki. You didn’t know?
Kinda, Angel knowledge, but I haven’t really been trusting it much lately, been more on the worried about Maion side. How did your talk with Loki go?
Well enough. It’s just a possibility. Nothing concrete yet. I know better than to get my hopes up.
I know the feeling, tried to find Dad, but no luck, and then there was the time that I was dad…that wasn’t fun, how he does it, beyond me.
(AU!Castiel from Supernatural)
